It�s been 10 years of investment
It�s been one foot in and one out
It�s been 4 days of
??
and I feel snuffed out

It�s been 33 years of restraining
Of trying
to control this tumult
How I did invest in such fantasy
But my nervous system has worn
out

I feel done, I feel raked over coals
and all that remains is the case /> That it�s a bitch to grow up

I�ve repeated this dance ad-nauseum
There�s
still something to learn that I�ve not
I�m told to see this as divine perfection
But
my bones don�t feel this perfection

I feel done, I feel raked over coals
and
all that remains is the case
That it�s a bitch to grow up

I�ve spent life
hovering above bottom
Thinking I can�t survive what�s below
But I�ve known through the
kicking and screaming
That there was no other direction to go

I feel done, I
feel raked over coals
and all that remains is the case
That it�s a bitch to grow up